jealous or envy ?

I really wanna do extreme laugh ,why ? this is a very unbeliavable thoughts . my friend, named tammy said that she has been read my blog and she doesnt want leave some comments , because of on my blog , i never wrote something about her . so funny, isn’t it ? she said that she just respect me if i explores my story about her hehee ;)

I REALLY DO MISS WRITING ABOUT YOU DEAR TAMMY , MY DAUGHTER !!
(Oopss sorry,my silly daughter i mean) hihiii .

And last night, i sent a message to my best fuckin’ friend , endah ! she said same as with tammy . hey girls , why are you both so absurd ? hell yeeeeh ..
She want to exist and she hopethat i writing about her too , like tammy requests . endah said that i always wrote all about helen (as my good daughter) , panji (as my freaky husband) , and adip (as my piggy boy) . but i talked with her that i wrote it because of they are too autism . ADIP,HELEN,PANJI they are very very idiottttt , you know ?? weheheheee . so that , i have a freedom to made them as my object to sharing with my readers on my blog . i dont know what they feeling . are they jealousy or envy ? be calm girls , i will writing about you on my blog , soon ! (okaay, god willing) hehe